Simply put, YES.

**Victor** my life is complete. I have a family now. says:
diu lor
i am crying now
brian
this feeling is great
being so...so purely happy for ur frenz
Brian. YOU PEOPLE. 26/4 says:
YES.
ITS
THE
SELFLESS HAPPINESS
MY GOD LI CHUNG
I THINK I AM FINALLY BECOMING A BETTER PERSON
**Victor** my life is complete. I have a family now. says:
eh brian, u kno im serius when i say im cryin ryt?
Brian. YOU PEOPLE. 26/4 says:
YES.
**Victor** my life is complete. I have a family now. says:
ITS LIKE A GODDAM MOVIE
LIKE
GOT SUPER CHUN HAPPY ENDING

 

I am speechless, in the GOODEST way ever possible.

OMG. This is the pure snow-white joy and happiness you feel on behalf of your friends. And I am feeling this selfless love for them right now. I am laughing and crying at the same time. HAHA. (no, i’m friggin serious bout the crying part)

Anyways, to 2 dearest friends. I may not be your bestest friend, nor understand your situation 100%, but I am really,really happy for the both of you. I can only wish you the greatest happiness and contentment in your new-found relationship. Know that, these tears I shed, I shed for you guys. *big hug*

This has been one of the most awesome-mest day in my whole life. Not only I have a complete ‘family’ now, I also have a new role-model and inspiration.

There is no way I can be sad for today and the rest of the week.

You always leave without saying good-bye.

I’m gonna take a LONG break from blogging. Really gotta stop throwing emo stuffs in here.

Nuff’ said. I’m back, the darker side of me. Bye bye.

So let my thoughts run wild, like the horse high on weed.

The leafy trees sway

long during these windy days.

A coat wrapped tightly around,

walking thorugh the streets without a sound.

The heart burns,not ache.

The feelings inside, unfake.

Little grasses wail, 

as the tears come down in pails.

I miss your pressense,

abandoning all common senses.

Here I stand,

under this old oak,

who is nothing but bland,

feeling like a dope.

But there I see you,

in that dress you always wore

only when we're alone,

walking from the other side of the tree.

It may be night,

but to me, you, such a sight.

I remove my coat,

tuxedo revealed.

Your raven locks undone,

your feet bare.

I, with no tie,

unkept hair.

I take your hand,

you bow your head.

I lay another hand on your waist,

a giggle escapes from your sweet lips.

We fall into step,

no words said.

There is no music,

yet a melody runs through the air.

And there we twirled under the old oak tree.

Quench thy thirst with liquid of flame!

Mild depression…hmm… =.=

I guess I really need to stop thinking so much, worse comes to worst, grow white hair. Gah.

And the ironic thing is, I actually understand what I’m going through now, I have sort of a faint inkling on how to deal with it. It’s like I’m looking at myself from the outside, and know what’s wrong with me.

But putting words into action has never been easy, never will.

It’s time to re-arrange those skeletons in the closet.

 

GOD! FARKIN EMO LA! lol.

TUCSJ Music Club is organizing a charity classical/jazz concert on May 7th (Thurs). Ticket price is Rm12 per person. Please do come, I promise it’ll be real classy this time, and music will be awesome!!!

Now that the love is gone.

This has to be one of the more shittier moments of my life.

 

God please help me. I really can’t breathe, I really feel like crying. Why do problems stack by themselves?

Wonders of the little cream donut.

It really was one of those rare beautiful day.

The sky was so effin blue and clear, splashed here and there with puffs of milky white clouds. There was warm sun (ok i lied, it was still friggin hot) and the wind! Oh my God, the wind was so…so…free! Rushing through the fiber of my very being, it was just so thrilling. A good day.

But it’s been such a LONG time since my heart felt just like today’s weather. I need to get a lot of things straightened out, so help me here, OK?

The weather today is just mocking us ,really. For today, we mourn the 13 people who were massacred at the Columbine High School 10 years ago, April 20th 1999.

So I guess I had a reason to be down today.

Oh, and on a side note, it’s Adolf Hitler’s birthday today.

He’s dead, so there’s no point of adding Happy to his birthday.

These are the last moments of your life.

Waaa…It’s been so effin long since I last blogged. Blame it on the VERY busy life I have now.

The assignments just keep piling up, and there are some that are so complicated, I don’t even know where to start. Sigh.

Oh, and the finals are coming. Pressure pressure pressure.

I’m not saying life sucks right now, nor am I saying life’s good. It’s just tough. Barely making it through.

Need a breather.