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Monday, May 11, 2009

Inside her inside.

One ISU out of the way, I don’t care if I have one source too little. Bah.

More overdue work to do. Pfftt. Grade average not good at all, and Mr Colin is not helping by losing my test paper, so marks can’t be added in. GRRR. Bad luck, they say.

I did the same thing not too long ago. But that was out of shame and guilt. Now it’s…I don’t what it is. Yes. I am a selfish bastard. In the end, I couldn’t keep the promise I made not too long ago. So instead, I made another one to myself, and I did not care how it would affect others. Yes, selfish, conceited. I was never the better person I thought I became. Because I want to forget. I yearn not to feel.This might be the worst, or maybe even the best, decision I have ever made, but as long as I can stop hurting me, as long as I can stop hurting you. This is my so-called self-righteous decision. Hate me if you will. I’m sorry. But…

Things will be better like this. I hope.

I am selfish.

Ohhh…and apparently people like me being emcee. Haha. Now I’m the emcee for ICPU Graduation Day after the charity concert. Heh.

And my gameboy color is still working awesome! Charmeleon lv 23. Hee.

So much drama around me. But I couldn’t care less.I am supposed to be happily oblivious to my surroundings. =D

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because I’m a rockstar! XD

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