I can be cute too. Really. =(

BECAUSE YOU ONLY NEED A FEW SENTENCES TO MAKE YOU SO MUCH HAPPIER!

=D

therefore, I shall update more la. Just for you. At least I know I have ONE reader who follows my blog….occasionally.

I am getting fatter.

oh no.

I am…cleanly shaven.

oh yes.

I am…scared, sad, and SIGH, because I can no longer remember how her voice sounds like already.

Crap.

 

And they said my life was interesting. bleh.

and we went OMG at everything.

You know what you want but how long can you wait?

Wow. Like, I think my mind just experienced this moment of blankness, where you just can’t remember what happened in the last 5 minutes.

Awful lot of stuff to digest and comprehend.

So now…

I’m kinda thinking…maybe that wasn’t the smartest decision I took.

Is this regret? I think it’s safe to say NO. But I’m metacognating, thinking about thinking.

So my story goes on, when I thought I had closed the book.

Awesome party. And special thanks to this particular girl for making it happen.

ok…quite a WRONG picture la. But you get the gist of it.

No, seriously:

Thanks sonia, for throwing all this for me, for going that mile to make me remember why is it so worth it to turn 18. Love you and hearts. I owe you one bitch.

p/s: though it was an EARLY celebration, still much appreciated. AHAHA

There and back again.

Hmm…I really seem to have completely lost my blogging mojo. What happened to the days when I blog DAILY?

Lol. KFKK. (Kena Fuck Kau Kau.)

Oh well, maybe I’ve changed too much. Perhaps gone are the days where I had to console myself by using soundless words and pointless sentences.

Or it could be just that I’ve lost my creativity in my writing. =.=”

HENIWAYS,

I’m just waiting very patiently for the day when things will just come to pass.

Until then, I’d probably won’t have much to blog about.

It’s so fuckin ironic when I look at my blog’s URL. I started this blog to serve as a reminder of what happened before, and how I promised myself not to let it happen again.

Big time FAIL.

So there’s no point telling me how great of a friend I am to people. I know i’m not. period.

Because I’m selfish.

Because I can no longer see myself in the mirror anymore.

This is a funny title.

First off...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOMMY CHERYL!!

This is actually quite sad la, like, I don't really have a decent picture of us. And we're supposedly camwhores, runs in the genes kononnya. But thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me, and your motherly love I will always appreciate. HEHE. big girl edi la, dun so bimlo. LOL.

then of course...WHO'S THE BIG BIRTHDAY BITCH WHO TURNS 18 TODAY???
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MUH BITCH SONIA! (i just noticed the clock passed 12 edi, so it's technically late, but hey! I wished you on FB edi. HAHA, so kenot say i forgot) GOOD LUCK BEING LEGAL AND ALL! You are 'Le Bitche'. Love you loads, we gonna party hard when you fucking get back here.

Classes have been alright I guess. World Issues is really interesting, though I got Mr Colin as my teacher for this subject this sem. Not that he ain't cool or anything, but one semester of him is really enough. Bah.

Then there's English 4U, taught by Mr G. ERGH. I pray to heaven like so hard erection has lost its meaning that he will not be such an ******* and mark down our grades. Though the plus side is he is starting off the semester by letting us do Fiction/Creative Writing. My forte. Hee.

LAW IS SO JIZZIN AWESOME! Mr Hanna really owns this subject. Haha. It's easily my favorite subject by far. GO MORAL ABSOLUTISM!

LAN? LAN-jiao la.





Pity isn't it? I know.

veevien is HOTTER than me! (totally)

Ignore the blogpost title.

Am at Starbucks Subang, 'enjoying' my 2nd semester. Gah.

Fuck Mr G.

Sigh much

EDIT

As much as I look away, it still hurts so bad. This is what we call a backfire in the plan. Stealing covert glances at your back when you walk away. This has happened before, too often.

At times like these, I don't know what to do anymore.