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It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time
Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded
And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded
(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And so, another lesson learned.

Thinking back, yes, I wasn’t mature enough, filled with my self-righteousness and selfishness. That was a lesson that was dearly bought, one i shall always rue, but one I will always remember.

Now, enter the second lesson.

I’ve learned not to open my heart up that easily anymore. I’ve learned not to trust so easily. I’ve learned not to hope. I’ve learned that I’ve learned…that I will always be the same.

But was it a lesson worth learning? I don’t know.

All I know is, you will never ever get to see the real,honest side of me anymore.

Because I will never know what was true and what wasn’t. I was a fool. I was wrong.

But…if this is wrong, then I don’t want to be right.

However, I’ll take what was given and treasure it. Even if it was a dream, it was still a sweet one while it lasted. I thought I finally could turn my life around, but that was just foolish wishing. Forget the hurt, because my first lesson made me stronger.

I will remember this…and forget it.

So, time to put back on that smile, and get on with my life.