I got better. I want to do my best.

I woke up this morning, lying on my bed, thinking.

Vaginasaurus Sex.

Yes. I would like to have people call me that. LOL. Random much.

Studying? Hmm…getting it through bit by bit laaaa…HEE.

I want to give it my all. I hate it when I can’t make you feel better or smile, such a failure. I want to make this work. Don’t make it another deja-vu. =)

EDIT:

wow, really deja-vu. I think, I’m done for this time. Why was I so eager to trust in myself again? What’s my mantra again?…oh, right:

I’ll never get what I want.

Bye.