I've been running, only to find i'm running on a treadmill

i'm trying,
very hard now,
please believe me.
I don't want to revert back to what i was then too.
But i'm always the big failure i've always been.
It's pathetic.





...........

anyways.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JULIANA TAN! my very own bitchy bitch who is the only lala mui i can ever love. HAHA have a nice 17th, and for God's sakes, grow up. Heh.