So the epic comeback was just a big flop.

So much in my head, so much in my heart. Friends have told me to just suck it all up and throw it all in the dump.

Still, that doesn’t stop me from feeling like the world’s biggest failure.

It sucks to know that i can never do what i want, i can never be what i want, i can never get what i want. Whine much. Sulk equally much.

Fine, i must be acting like a baby or an idiotic sore loser. But really, i hate who i am today. They say you gotta be grateful and appreciate who you are. I’ll shove that right back into the mouth of the bastard who said it. I strongly believe i was a better person back then. What happened to me? I’m so friggin lost now i can just…just…heck, i don’t even know what to do anymore.

They say whiners are losers.

Need a marker to scribble those 5 letters on my forehead? Ok…here we go.

L…O…S…E…R… there,done.