ICPU SEMESTER 1 : OVER!
5 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS: COMMENCE!
BOREDOM : ACTIVATE!
lol. Seriously. It's not even really a day yet, and here I am, FEELING MUCHO BORED!
Dieded.
Prom shopping tomorrow. I think I kinda figured out how to be 'mafia'. Hope I can pull it of.
Hmm...well, I'm surprised that I'm surprised. I thought I knew, I thought I had everything in the bag, that everything was going according to plan. Today, after talking about it, only then I realized, the enormity of the changes I have made.
Can't really put my finger around it yet...
But well, I think I kinda miss it. Maybe if I were not so self-centered and so self-righteous, maybe things would've turned out differently. Or maybe not. For I know this heart isn't lying. So I'm doing what I've always been doing: looking back at my yesterdays, because those were the beautiful days I miss. It's such a shame I can't create new,fond and beautiful memories with you now, so I'll always be looking back.
Oh, now I've got it. It's regret. I'm feeling regret.
Thanks to a friend for, once again, opening my eyes. What would I do without you. =)
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